Monday, October 04, 2010

I-N-S-O-M-N-I-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A

The irony is I know why I can't fall asleep...
Too tired
Too much caffeine
Worry
No good reason what so ever
Not in bed
Just not trying

The truth is I know how this will affect my day tomorrow...
Will have difficulty getting out of bed
Will run late to work
Will look like crap
Will speed
Will feel sleepy/tired all day long
Will not get anything done to try to catch up with nap after work

The fact is...
I ?enjoy? this
I like to indulge my bad habits
I lack self-discipline
I like to beat myself up over it
I am emotionally drained
I really like the peace & quiet